Vacation

Hello all I am offically on vacation as of today. I am so glad and i really needed it . but anyway i had a drink and felt great. So now i have many things i have to get done. or what might happen is i could really lazy . but anyway. I have been needing sometime to think about things going on in my life . i just need a fresh start at life i guess. so anyway i will write more later.

Tired

Hello all,
What a week . I mean I have had all kinds of things happening . Well first to start off randys dad came in to town and well he is demanding , he seems to think the whole world centers around him. It just seems like anything you do for him isnt good enough. I swear he is worse than a child sometimes. But anyway he has stressed me out for these 12 days that he going to be here.god i cant wait till he goes home. I am so tired and worn out . more later .to tired to write.

Rude People

Hello , I would like to talk about Rude people in the mall. My mom and i were in the yankee candle store in the mall and there was a line of people with one cashier and well this one lady who oh my god irrated the crap out me when she said "Some people are ready to check out and some people are not " They should have another cashier . which was right about needing a another cashier but not yelling at me because we were not finished shopping .It took all i could to not say anything to this rude person .She got under my skin and ticked me off. But god forbide people shop. I mean I think they should have two lines .One for people who are ready to checkout and one for people who are still shopping.thats just my thought .maybe the rude lady would have been nicer if she was in the express lane. oh well .

Right Thing Part 2

Hello all , Here is what happened on Halloween My dad was slightly drunk and acting strange .But anyway my stepmother was cool though she has approved of my life so that rocks. My sister was really moody though I dont know what was going on though but she did not look happy.But I think it is all do with becoming a preteen. Well I just had feeling like i was out of place. Just kinda caught a vibe . oh well . But anyway more later..
Charlotte

Doing the Right Thing

Hello ,
I really dreading going over to my dads house tomorrow night.I mean i would rather get a root canal than going over and deal with my father.The only reason I have to go over is its my stepmothers birthday. Yes her birthday is on Halloween. Well My other half told me that i had to make amends with him and deep down in his grinch like heart he cares about me.But Last time i checked I was Big girl and could make my own choices. It just doesn't seem fair why now does he care about my life now i mean he didnt give too hoots about it before. But anyway I just get so depressed and upset when i have to do this crap. I swear he has adgenda for me. I swear that old saying "You can pick you nose but your family". It just rings all to well for me. I should say my dads family isnt perfect but they use some work. Well I will tell you what happens tomorrow. till then this is Charlotte Signing off .

The Meaning Of Life

Hello all ,
Does anyone know what the Meaning life is ? Can Anybody tell me ? I would sure like to know. I mean someone has the answer to it It would be great to know. So anyway have you seen a picture of a cat looking into a fish bowl . I mean sometimes i feel like that cat looking in the fish bowl . Its kinda like the cat is thinking besides lunch , what is your world like in that bowl full of water . I mean all that fish does is swim around and around .Like the fish doesnt have a care in the world . I wish somedays i was like that fish in the bowl isolated from everyone and in my own world. Maybe while i was in that bowl i could figure out what the meaning of life is. Is to live happy and healthy? or confused and asking questions . dont know but anyway maybe i will know someday.

Charlotte

Men.. need i say more

Hello ,
I would like to get on my soap box about men and there moods.I mean if they get their shorts in up roar. The world must come to an end . I swear they have mood swings worse than a woman . Ok for example considering the circustmances that person is in he had they worst mood known to man. I thought i was gonna get ass chewing for answering the call to talk to him. He seems to think that world centers around him well i hate to inform him that they are other people on this earth that matter. But i know i probably sound mean and not caring. but gee wiz i am over it. I have done everything in my power to make him happy where he currently located. i just feel like say grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . You that word that you cant make out but you are so ticked off that words cant describe how you feel. I Love him to death but somethimes ..... well i said my peace .

Until next time ,
Charlotte