Doing the Right Thing

Hello ,
I really dreading going over to my dads house tomorrow night.I mean i would rather get a root canal than going over and deal with my father.The only reason I have to go over is its my stepmothers birthday. Yes her birthday is on Halloween. Well My other half told me that i had to make amends with him and deep down in his grinch like heart he cares about me.But Last time i checked I was Big girl and could make my own choices. It just doesn't seem fair why now does he care about my life now i mean he didnt give too hoots about it before. But anyway I just get so depressed and upset when i have to do this crap. I swear he has adgenda for me. I swear that old saying "You can pick you nose but your family". It just rings all to well for me. I should say my dads family isnt perfect but they use some work. Well I will tell you what happens tomorrow. till then this is Charlotte Signing off .

The Meaning Of Life

Hello all ,
Does anyone know what the Meaning life is ? Can Anybody tell me ? I would sure like to know. I mean someone has the answer to it It would be great to know. So anyway have you seen a picture of a cat looking into a fish bowl . I mean sometimes i feel like that cat looking in the fish bowl . Its kinda like the cat is thinking besides lunch , what is your world like in that bowl full of water . I mean all that fish does is swim around and around .Like the fish doesnt have a care in the world . I wish somedays i was like that fish in the bowl isolated from everyone and in my own world. Maybe while i was in that bowl i could figure out what the meaning of life is. Is to live happy and healthy? or confused and asking questions . dont know but anyway maybe i will know someday.

Charlotte

Men.. need i say more

Hello ,
I would like to get on my soap box about men and there moods.I mean if they get their shorts in up roar. The world must come to an end . I swear they have mood swings worse than a woman . Ok for example considering the circustmances that person is in he had they worst mood known to man. I thought i was gonna get ass chewing for answering the call to talk to him. He seems to think that world centers around him well i hate to inform him that they are other people on this earth that matter. But i know i probably sound mean and not caring. but gee wiz i am over it. I have done everything in my power to make him happy where he currently located. i just feel like say grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . You that word that you cant make out but you are so ticked off that words cant describe how you feel. I Love him to death but somethimes ..... well i said my peace .

Until next time ,
Charlotte

Fresh Start

Hello ,
You know when you get to certian point in your life when you need start thinking about your furture and how your life should be going. Well I have decided to make some changes in my life. I have thought about it and i have friends and there are great. But i am finding that I need time for me right now to reflect on somethings that going on with me. I will still keep in touch with them.I need this time in my life to focus on family, my work , and Randy. I love my friends and you guys have been great. But this time is for me.

Friendship

Hello all,
Ok i gotta get something off my chest and deals with friends. I have friend who is having issues with me lately because I havent been there for her. I havent really spent alot of time with her either.which i know is bad but i have been really busy. I am really over the the childish manner that she has started. I am over all the "high school" drama that she has started.I thought when you finish high school you leave your childish ways behind . I guess not in her case. I have done alot for her and been there for her quite a few times . I feel bad that our lives have gone in different directions but i chose the road less traveled. i just get so angry to the point of not having any words say . I get to the point off all you hear out of my mouth is grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. I normally a calm easy going person but when tick me off you are in for a treat. I have friends that are really busy and have alot more going in there life than i do.But i dont hear them complaining or whining about it. all i have said my peace .

Charlotte

Family

Hello,
I wanted to talk about my family which includes my mom, my uncle, and my grandmother and me. well i wanted to talk about my grandmother. She is very independent and also very set in her ways.My mom and I switched all her clothes around and did they everyday chores that we do for her like make sure windows are tight and moving furniture. Well anyway she is very interesting.But anyway thats what i wanted to talk about. signing off

Charlotte

Movie And Football

Hello all , My Friend and i went to go see "The Departed" It had a great cast of actors such as Jack Nicholson, Mark Walhberg, Matt Damon, and so on. It was a great movie got to see alot of good actors . Well i think they should have a pause button during the movie for people that have to go to the bathroom during the movie. I must have gotten up about 5 times.But anyway now about Football What is it when men start watching it. I mean they get so sucked in to it that they forget that you are asking them a question and they ingore you.I was talking to Randy on the phone and i was trying to ask him something he like completely zoned out. But anyway he was kinda like what honey? Dont dawg the team either cause you get yelled at. I guess there are rules when you watch a football game. i am sigining off .

Charlotte

Thinking

Hello ,
I have a question for you have you ever cleaned out your closet ? Have you ever found stuff that you never knew you had ? Well i was cleaning out my closet on Sunday and i got to thinking about why i keep all this stuff . I mean i don't use it and just gets put back in there . Also i thought cleaning out your closet was like cleaning out your life . Like your going through all the stuff that you have kept for years example old letters from an exboyfriend , cards , presents , etc . Also my friend came into town and She had some unresolved issues with her ex-boyfriend . She had some stuff that she needed to give back to him . It kinda was like here is your stuff and I moving on with my life .it was like she was cleaning out her closet too . But her heart instead. I feel like Andy off 60 minutes . But anyway thats just what i think .
Until next time i write.this Charlotte signing off.